moelll
01-21-2005, 01:41 AM
To explain...
there's a girl that i used to be good friends with for a while. Sometime later, she announced that she'll be going into the Army and receive he training as a network specialist (yeah, shes a computer weenie) and she'll be gone for quite a while. i said okay and parted ways. well, during her absence, i began thinking of her and began missing her. One day she did return for a few days and visited me and some of her old buddies. when we met again, we shared memories, expierences and the like. When she said that she'll be stationed in Germany for two years, it set off a loud bell in my head that i needed to tell her my true feelings. i was going to tell her that night, but scheisse happened i wasent able to. The next day i was able to tell her, but i don't think she knows the extent of my feelings. so we parted ways for the final time for two years and as soon as i got home, i gotten down right lonely. hell, after a day or so, i literally broke down and cried for a few minutes, venting my emotions for her. After i done that, i felt relatively fine for a while..... Till now. I began having very tender feelings for her, and i couldn't stop thinking of her. in fact, i'm almost saving myself for her. Oh well, for nowm i have my mustang to keep myself content and busy...
For those who are wondering, we do comminicate to eachother every once in a while via email
there's a girl that i used to be good friends with for a while. Sometime later, she announced that she'll be going into the Army and receive he training as a network specialist (yeah, shes a computer weenie) and she'll be gone for quite a while. i said okay and parted ways. well, during her absence, i began thinking of her and began missing her. One day she did return for a few days and visited me and some of her old buddies. when we met again, we shared memories, expierences and the like. When she said that she'll be stationed in Germany for two years, it set off a loud bell in my head that i needed to tell her my true feelings. i was going to tell her that night, but scheisse happened i wasent able to. The next day i was able to tell her, but i don't think she knows the extent of my feelings. so we parted ways for the final time for two years and as soon as i got home, i gotten down right lonely. hell, after a day or so, i literally broke down and cried for a few minutes, venting my emotions for her. After i done that, i felt relatively fine for a while..... Till now. I began having very tender feelings for her, and i couldn't stop thinking of her. in fact, i'm almost saving myself for her. Oh well, for nowm i have my mustang to keep myself content and busy...
For those who are wondering, we do comminicate to eachother every once in a while via email